Celah Pintu

Celah pintu

Di sini aku berada
Merasa getaran kecil di dada
Ketika tanpa sengaja kulihat sosokmu

remang
bayang
sekilas
membekas

Konsenku teralih
batinku tersentuh
tanganku terhenti
terpusat lurus membeku

Wajahmu
Mimikmu
Gerikmu
Tatapmu

Ini tempat favoritku
Sarang imajinasiku
Duduk membisu
Menangkap semumu

mungkin, ini kali pertama
mataku berakomodasi penuh
menggambar secuil bayangmu
terekam dalam otakku

ambang
terang
indah
luluh

aku.. meleleh
aku.. takjub
aku.. terkunci
aku.. tak dapat berkata

kau.. menarikku ke duniamu
membuatku terjatuh akan anganku tentangmu
kau.. menghidupkan kesuraman relung hati
membuka hasrat yang selama ini tertidur pulas

cuma kamu, cuma kau, cuma dia
sosokmu lah yang bisa mencairkan perasaan ini
mencerahkan kekelabuanku
layaknya mentari biru

satu yang kutahu
jarang, langka
bahkan.. ini baru kusadari
bahwa..
celah pintu mengajariku cara menyukamu

Ya, celah pintu

presents for someone who can make me admire him :)) yeaah, someone in the other class. having many eyes, messed up, funny, simple  and smile like a child ;)) thank you for always crossing my class when break time, boy 😀

amateur sastrawan(?) hope it can inspire you, guys 😀 heeey, i have another poeem ! but.. it sounds like under 5th grade’s poem. sooo, childish poem. i even ashame to read it all over again-__- HAHA!
ohyeah, i have good news 😀 my painting will look by  many people on 28th this month ! yeaaah ! alhamdulillah, masuk :’)) that was my big sacrifice :’)) painting almost 12 hours, getting a lot consultation, buying that buying this, repaired that part repair this part.. but i’m soo satisfied ! XDD there are no word can describe my feeling now XD i’ll post later about my sketch and my drawing, guys ! ohyeaaah, today i got TOEFL INTRODUCTORY TEST ! and i’m hoping that i can get the best of all :DDD #AMINAMINAMIIIN!

ohyeah, i wanna to saying that..

JUST TREAT SOMEONE LIKE YOU WANNA TREAT!

I’m just getting lil mad to my friend thaaaaat, always order me to do that, admire that, looking that, and also read all of her works ! she even doesn’t wanna to read my work, even once. hey, as human, we need to tolerant ! you should do all of your order to other people you order ! you even haven’t follow my wordpress-__- oh shit. why there are kinds of people like you, huh? actually, i want do all of your want just because i want. but.. as a friend, wait. do you know the meaninf of a friend, huh? you even don’t know about that! don’t know about.. “Timbal-balik” or depending relation ? yeah, you may not be know. because all of your behavior. and hey, you even [i use ‘even’ more here] never gave attention to story that i told ! what kind of friend like you? THAT WAS A VERY-VERY KIND FRIEND.

end of this post. sorry, i can’t speak up in front of you. i just someone that always save my problems my myself and talking badly about that to myself too. yeah, that was my behavior. i’m sorry if you getting offended with my confess. hope you read it and realize it. but, may be you’ll never read it. because you never open my wordpress, even once-_– ohyeah, i get lil surprise that one of my friend capture my other 2 friends painting, but she doesn;t do that at mine :(( so saaad. but, that was okay for me. because i know, i and her aren’t too close each other. okay-okay. stop it now, RUR.

bye theen 😀

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